The one I love is returning home
His suffering has come to an end
But mine has just begun
I’m trying to lock the pain away, to ignore this wound that may never heal
My mind is pale, I’m swimming in denial
I’m aching for answers from god’s real and not
I’m wondering why my life has to be this way
What will I do without my bestfriend?
The one that loves me deep?
I don’t know
I really don’t know.