Sometimes its hard to keep the smile on my face
Sometimes its even harder to pretend to be happy
Sometimes its easier to be sad and let everything
And anything weigh me down
Sometimes I want the world to know that
Everything is not fine
To know and see that I’m going through hell
To see through me the pain I feel
To see the bitterness behind the fake smile
To see my depressing thoughts and understand how
I truly feel instead of judging me.
To see why I’m alone and have no one to call friend
To see why I feel unwanted and unloved by her
Sometimes I just smile to hide it all
Not because I feel better
But because no one really cares
So I just smile.